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Goodbyefornow

from grow your hair out by FARE

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This cautious weather
Won't make it any better
And I can’t hear my voice
It won’t come out through the noise
The noise I used to make for myself
I used to hate how I hate myself now
But it’s so loud, it’s so loud

Clear out everything, every room
Every unattractive thought i’ve ever had
I’m not that sad
I don’t think I am

I'm just so tired of 2am
And my dreams are filled with insecurities
And I can't sleep
I think it's the cause of why I weep
I used to hate myself now
But it’s so loud
It’s so loud

I'm obsessive regressive and shrill
Trying make peace with whatever’s in my mind
What I can’t always control
Slow down please slow

There’s this weird deep seated loneliness
I can't rely on you to fill the emptiness
That I can’t shake
I felt it there the other day

You looked so happy then
Digging up all the memories I can find
And compare all of my own in my own mind
it won’t leave me behind

I feel Like implementing change
Not inflicting pain
Cause I need to unwind
Somewhere further down the line
But it’s always inconvenient
Always inconvenient

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from grow your hair out, released July 2, 2020

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FARE Bristol, UK

FARE is the solo, bedroom project of ambient-folk musician, Christina Smith (of Milo Gore and Tapes).

FARE's lyrics are delicate and honest, accompanied by minimal guitar loops. She brings out a certain vulnerability when performing her music live, immersed in a thoughtful & dreamy atmosphere, and is said to have an "open and effortless style".
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